I received 3 e-mails from people named Sarah Dyson, Tika wildblood, and Jason Keller. I don't know who they are. and They said that they like my style and hoping to know more bout me. Ya something like that lah..at the same time! it's kinda weird,huh??!! How did they found me? where? and when?
but well, I'll always open my door to those who want to be my friend. Thank you, peeps.. : )

Yes, I'm here for making friends with all people with decent and nice hearts and personality. NOT two face personality like some people, mind you! People who have the same interested to me. I'm here not to invite u into fighting or maybe I'm here not to be invited to attend your jumble of mess because you dislike me or you hate my writings or maybe it's because you want to be me. Dig a hole then bury yourself is the best way for you, baby! Ok.

Fyi, I also have a foe/enemy in this beautiful internet world. it's very annoying , u know! (dig my past entries if u curious enough, ; p)


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I have one friend's wedding party to attend on Sunday.

I have MANY assignments to be due. fiuhh..

The interview went good.

I got a job on Sunday morning with Gena.

I haven't do any revision for exams on Monday.

My Lecturer gave me chocolate last week. hehe

I can't wait for tomorrow.

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while I was YouTube-ing , I found this cute little girl sings my fav singer's song. Hero by Mariah Carey. This girl is so cute, her smile and voice make me wanna smile too.

Click here yaaaaaa! 0)

it's worth seeing!

Watched "License to wed" with Fikri after maghrib... it's romantic comedy movie.. this movie is about a couple who are about to get married and the steps that they and others who married in the church of Reverend Frank(Robbie Williams) endured before receiving the holy sacrament. The brides Ben Murphy (John krasinski) and Sadie Jones (Mandy Moore) should pass the marriage preparation course. They're trying to complete the course but find it difficult, especially the no sex for the three weeks part of the course, which Ben struggles with. I laughed during the show, especially the two robot babies part which they look older for their ages *shudder*.. I Love the way Ben wrote his marriage vows on the sands. *woohoo..* Perfecto! The funny part was when Ben pick up their rings and finds that the inscription on the rings read "Never to fart", when he wrote "Never to part", the jewelers are actually pretty funny in this scene.

well go watch, peeps! this is a good movie for a day in which you want pass the time with something not too serious!

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The midtest officially start today. I supposed to be studying "Hukum Pengangkutan" tonight. well, gotta get done with this post. studying. and continuing in the morning. or Subuh!

I'm going to take a job interview tomorrow.. which is the office located VERY near from my house. or should I say, my neighbour..hehe..

Fikri offered me to be a part on Jiffest this year. I'm still searchin where am I supposed to put my cv . ya ya ya I need an extramoney ..hehe


bye bye.. I'll be update soon.

thanks for reading , my friends *and my VUP who always stalk my blog* !

VUP ~ Very Unimportant Person * in case u dunno*

oh ya.. I tried using who'sOnClient so I KNOW who stalks my blog.

Stop right now!

Dulu gw fans berat sama grupband cewe asal Inggris, Spice girls. Lagunya dari A sampe Z gw juga hafal. Dulu gw kepengen banget gayanya kayak si Mel C. SPorty, keren,suaranya melengking , bagus banget.. pokonya mereka sejajar dengan Penyanyi Favorit gw Mariah Carey menurut gw...

Gw seneng banget denger kabar kalo akhir tahun ini mereka bakal ngadain konser reunian kolaborasi sama grupband U2.. can't wait..I love them soooo much.

Ada satu lagu yang gw hafal banget gayanya sampe sekarang. yang judul nya 'Stop'. Dulu jaman-jamannya gw SMP kelas 1 gw udah suka banget sama mereka, kalo ada video klip 'stop' di Mtv, nyokap gw langsung manggil dan dengan asap-nya gw ke depan tv sambil nyanyi disertai dengan gaya nya pula. hehe


"STOP" - Spice Girls

You just walk in I make you smile
It's cool but you don't even know me
You take an inch, I run a mile
Can't win you're always right behind me.
And we know that you could go and find some other
Take or leave it and just don't even bother
Caught in a craze it's just a phase
Or will this be around forever

Don't you know it's going to fast
Racing so hard you know it won't last
Don't you know what can't you see
Slow it down, Read the sign so you know just where you're going

[Chorus]

Stop right now, thank you very much
I need somebody with the human touch
Hey you, always on the round
gotta slow if down baby, gotta have some fun
do do.. always be together
Ba da.. stay that way forever

And we know that you could go and find some other
take or leave it or just don't even bother

You know who you are and yes, you're gonna breakdown
You're crossed the line so you're gonna have to turn around


*Back to chorus

Gotta slow it down baby, gotta have some fun
Gotta keep it down honey, lay your back on the line
'cause I don't care about the money,
Don't be wasting my time,
You need less speed, get off my case
You gotta slow it down baby, just get out of my face



For my VUP : STOP to checking on me , and STOP ruining and bothering my life. just stay that away forever.

Don't hate me because I am beautiful, but hate me because your boyfriend think I am.~ Madonna

Abang Ijal's wedding

Kemaren acara Pernikahan sepupu gw abang ijal sama Kak Linda. Akad nikah nya pagi, dan gw ngga bisa dateng karena gw emang harus kuliah buat ngasih tugas kontrak gw ke pak Teguh. Jadinya gw cuma dateng ke resepsinya aja di Departemen Sosial, Salemba.

Sepupu sepupu semuanya pake kebaya seragam pink-pink.. termasuk gw. here are the pics..




How do I look? I know I look weird ya?! hehe.. but well, at least my bf said that I look alike Beyonce. bwahahaha... : p



They are all my sweety cousins.. love y'all..



Fikri's coming too.. I just realised that he's hot and handsome,hehehe.. *piss babe*.. And thats my Mom, she is pretty, isn't she? she's fatter now.


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Beyonce is definitely right gorgeous and awesome. gosh. she's all out. she's damn cool and hot.

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I gotta go. My mom wants go shopping. she's looking for a shoes. I wanna go along with her.
so bye...

Besok??!

hayah. I can't sign in Y!m . Again. : (

Berita duka.

Bokapnya temen kelas gw Boki meninggal dunia.Innalillahi wa innalillahi rojiun.
Gw ngga kebayang gw ditinggal sama orang yang gw sayang, orang terdekat gw. Gw ngga tega ngeliat Boki sampe sedih kayak gitu. Gw ngeliat dia kayaknya nyeeseeell banget. dia nangis terus. gw ngga tega. gw cuma bisa berdoa semoga semua keluarga yang ditinggalkan diberikan ketabahan. Amien.

Gw belajar buat ngga terpusat sama orang lain seperti buku yang gw baca yang di kasih Fikri waktu kita Anniversary-an. Di buku itu bilang kita ngga boleh terpusat dengan Orang lain. Kita ngga boleh tergantung dengan orang lain. Yang gw sadar hidup gw masih bergantung banget sama orangtua gw. Sama Bokap gw. Gw masih perlu buat biaya bulanan gw. biaya ini itu walaupun gw kadang-kadang bisa menghasilkan uang sendiri , tapi gw masih tetep perlu mereka. Gw butuh mereka buat orang-orang yang support gw, buat ngeredain kalo gw lagi sedih dan emosi. Sekarang kalo tiba-tiba gw kehilangan mereka? gimana?

Pertama, Berdoa dan ikhlas.
Kedua, Berusaha.
Ketiga, Optimis.

Gw harus lebih mandiri, lebih kerja keras.
Gw harus bisa capai Goals gw.

Gw harus ngelakuin yang terbaik buat Keluarga dan orang-orang yang sayang sama gw. Hari ini, besok, ataupun lusa.

Gw ngga tau apa yang bakal terjadi besok. jangankan besok, 2 menit atau 1 jam kedepan dari sekarang. Ngga ada satupun yang tau nanti gimana.

Gw mulai untuk selalu berfikir :
Hari ini adalah hari gw satu-satunya.
Hari ini adalah hari terakhir dalam hidup gw.

Mungkin dengan begitu gw jadi bisa lebih menghargai namanya hidup, namanya bernafas, namanya berjalan, tertawa, dan belajar.

" Hari ini gw akan mengatur kamar gw dengan baik. Ngga akan ada yang gw biarin dalam keadaan kacau balau. Gw akan selalu buat kamar gw berih dan rapi."

"Hari ini gw akan memperhatikan kebersihan tubuh dan penampilan gw. Gw juga akan menjaga kerapihan gw dan akan menyeimbangkan diri ketika berjalan, berbicara, dan berbuat."

"Hari ini gw bakal berjuang untuk patuh sama Allah SWT, shalat dengan khusuk tanpa bolong-bolong lagi."

"Hari ini gw akan mencoba hal-hal baru, gw akan mencoba membantu orang lain, membuat mereka yang sedih jadi tertawa, membuat orang lain bahagia."

"Hari ini gw harus memaafkan orang lain, meminta maaf kepada orang lain, gw harus sabar, selalu tersenyum, jauh dari kebencian."

"Wahai masa lalu yang telah jauh meninggalkanku, aku tidak akan menangisi kepergianmu. Aku tidak akan mengingat-ingatmu, walaupun hanya sesaat, karena kau telah pergi menjauh dariku dan takkan pernah kembali."

"Wahai masa depan, kamu berada di bayangan yang tiada terlihat, sehingga aku tidak akan terobsesi dengan-dengan mimpi-mimpimu. Aku tidak akan disibukkan oleh apa yang akan datang karena esok hari tidak ada dan belum diciptakan."

"Hari ini adalah hariku satu-satunya."