the past and the future

the examination nearly over. oh .. i forgot one exam to go on monday.I should preparing it well. and praise to god.. i could passed the last exam as well. alhamdulillah..and i'm expecting i got 4.oo of my IP this semester.

I got many job this month, alhamdulillah. after being so busy in bulungan cup last week , mba lisa gave me another job as a stand guide next week. it was so fun being stand guide. i got many an experience,they're taught me how to operating any kinf of machine? what's the ingredients product for?how to be succesful women in future? how does the EO works? and else. and exactly i could earned money by myself. ho ho.. proud my self, not for being arrogant or something. i can buy something i want n of course without not to be whimper asking for money to my parents or expecting my dad add me some money in account.atleast alleviating my parents's load lah.. and o ya, yesterday i was thinking to buy laptop that i saw in glodok mangga 2 when fikri and I went there to bought TV last month. i want buy it with my 'own money' . i'm still collecting it. I love the silver ones.

Looking forward almost 3 weeks holiday. I haven't make any plan to do yet. Any idea to go or to do,guys? Besides sleeping,eating,watching dvd all day,and other lazziness thingy. hmm.. i thought i need some vacation for tranquility. i would like to go somewhere cozy,comfort,nature, and nice. and i would do something different such a kind of sports that need of high bravery like hiking to mahameru mountain, parasailing, bungee jumping, or arung jeram. ya.. i'm thinking to try them!

Yesterday happened to be our 1st and 1 months Anniversarry, but something happened repeatly, but i can not tell u, guys! i'm sorry. it's too private and confidential . hahaha. kidding.. all i can do is pray for Allah. i hope we're protected by Allah, live happily, full of happiness, loving each other forever. amin.
Love is blind. we could do something stupid, ridiculous,nonsense because of LOVE. Love can makes us flying high , smilimg all day long,felt like world is in our hands, felt like we're in heaven,LOVE bring the joy and happiness. But sometimes a terrible things happened because of LOVE. Jeolusy, pain, heartbroken, and else even LOVE can makes us falls down,crying cats and dogs. felt like this is the end of our life. but, hey... life must go on, guys! there'e another chance to get better,to mend the pain. we have to wake up from sadness and expecting tomorrow would be better than ever. no more pain, crying, fighting, and other terrible things. but there'll be happiness, loving,carrying, smiling, hugs and kissing, and other greatfull things.and I know I can do it! as a human all we can to do is only pray for the God and endeavour to get a better life. past is past. come to looking in the future. we will never know what God has planned for us. may Allah still protecting me. amin