baikan lagi

gw lagi di pasar festival ni.. tadi mau beli majalah yanng biasanya tapi ngga ada, trus om ade nitip baked potato,tadinya si shifa mau ikut tapi diluar panas banget jadinya ngga jadi deh, dan akhirnya gw mau cek2 email dulu.

ya ya.. lagi lagi.. each time i check my email ,fs or fikri's fs.. i'm feeling so bad.. n today when i check fikri's in found his ex named julia has added him, oh my god.. i'm so insecure.. next week he will come back to bukit tinggi for almost a months,i'm afraid that he'll meet her. and what kind of feeling inside me this time.. i won't to be too jealous with him anymore. but honestly, i was so scared.. many thinks inside my mind.. why everything that makes me jealous come back to me? just stop it already, i was so tired. satu masalah udah selesai dan i wish there's no another problem between us, i just wanted that we both could live happily and peacefull. i believe in him.. but i do afraid that he'll gonna makes me feel down. please calm down tasya,, all i can do is only pray for Allah,i hope everything would be better and fine, amien..

oyah.. i want to tell u about my fighting with fikri last time, ya..finally kita baikan lagi, i was so happy, something happened on last saturday night, i really really sorry, i don't meant to do that.. and i can't believe why did i do that,, i lost him for a days, he won't calls me, he rebuked me when i call him, i was so sad, i can't believe that he could so rude to me that time, i just can't imagine that. but i deserve what i have done to him, and i do apologise for all my fault. and now we start of something new relationship, something that makes us comfort and needed each other. we won't separate, we'll do the best. i won't any reason ruin our happiness, yah i though everything gonna be fine . i hope.

i'll never stop to saying that i love him so much.. i am so greatfull to him..

and i'll preparing my exam next week,pray for me guys..