My cousin, Ridi. Get married tomorrow.. oh God.. Time flew so fast. He's my good cousin,even sometimes He makes me feel annoyed with his not-so-funny-jokes. hehe. I hope u'll be a good husband for Karin, and Allah SAW always protects you from bad things, Selamat menempuh hidup baru brotha! I always pray for you.
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I still haven't make a choice between wearing the purple Kebaya or the black ones for tomorrow. Which one ya? hmm.. bingung.
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The same girl 'invites' me into HER fighting.. She left a rude message in my tagboard. at first I stared her words. I kept quiet. I didn't do anything to her. What did I do towards her? . secondly I wanted to left some message in her tagboard.
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but I heard something from my heart. " No Tasya.. don't do that, don't ruin your precious time again, u've had enough of her. u didn't something wrong to her. she's really insane. "
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then I followed not to reply her silly message.
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Suddenly, My eyes went blurry.. the voice came again " no Tasya.. why are u crying? dun cry for someone who's not that important in your life or maybe not important at all, you have better things to attend to. just forget about her."
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I stand up. closer to the mirror. I saw my own face..
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then I smiled.
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I laughed.
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I smiled again.
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If you still won't forgive me
If you still being rude to me
If you still being arrogant to me
that's YOUR problem.
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Don't envy me. because I have everything you wanted. I have everything you need.
You cannot be me. I don't wanna be you .
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She's checking on me still. She find out everything about me. I know. She wants to be me.
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dedicated to : you-know-who-you-are
"I don't know what happened to you. why did you scolded me and called me a bitch? Am I hurting you? Did I do something bad to yourself? oh please.. BE MATURE! "
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you are so unpredictable. and it's so ridiculous.
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